Camille's life

I can’t make the hills
The system is shot
I’m living on pills
For which I thank G-d

I followed the course
From chaos to art
Desire the horse
Depression the cart

I sailed like a swan
I sank like a rock
But time is long gone
Past my laughing stock

My page was too white
My ink was too thin
The day wouldn’t write
What the night pencilled in

My animal howls
My angel’s upset
But I’m not allowed
A trace of regret

For someone will use
What I couldn’t be
My heart will be hers
Impersonally

She’ll step on the path
She’ll see what I mean
My will cut in half
And freedom between

For less than a second
Our lives will collide
The endless suspended
The door open wide

Then she will be born
To someone like you
What no one has done
She’ll continue to do
I know she is coming
I know she will look
And that is the longing
And this is the book

我無能登上山丘
身體已傾毀
我倚靠藥丸生活
因此我感謝上帝

我沿路前行
從混沌到藝術
慾望是馬
沮喪是車

我航巡如天鵝
我沈落如石塊
可時光悠悠
越過我存積的笑聲逝去

我的紙太白
我的墨太輕
白晝不願寫下
黑夜鉛筆的字句

我的野獸在嘶嗥
我的天使亂了心
可我不被允許
留下後悔的痕跡

因為有人將擷取
我無能成為的自己
我的心將屬於她
此事已注定

她將步上那小徑
她將明白我說的
我的意志對切
自由夾在中間

再過不到一秒
我們的生命就要撞上
無盡成懸念
門大開

這時她將誕生
為了某個神似的你
沒人做過的事
她將繼續

我知道她要來了
我知道她會看
那就是渴望
這就是書